You are my sun

 

Days like this I want to pack my bags and fade. 

Fade and go somewhere impossible.

Back to the past.

The beach. You and me. Sunny weather. Drinks. Snacks. Gossip. Laugh. Cry. Talk about all the feelings that you feel deep inside, which you normally wouldn't say out loud. 

Today is a day full of emotions that I'd normally share with you. Today is a day that we'd sit at the beach and talk everything over. Today would be a day that we'd hug the crap out of each other, to comfort each other. A tight hug, which would last pretty darn long. The kind of hug that other people would feel uncomfortable with because of the duration. The kind of hug I long for ever since the day we last saw each other. For no one hugs like you. For there's no one like you.

Days like this I hope you're looking down on me. Thinking that I'm doing okay, making the right desicions. 

Days like this, I like to think that you're the sun in the sky that makes my day bright.

Days like this you're the thing, even through all the pain that predominates, that makes me smile.

I love you gurl. Dibs on you and love you forever ♡